Just a warning, this has pretty much nothing to do with my art.

Grade 12 has pretty much been the worst year of highschool for me. Courses were tough to pass, being sick half the time from stress, lack of sleep and not eating, drama from friends as well as trying to fix a dying relationship with my boyfriend...SUCKS!

I'm glad it's summer and highschool school's finnaly over. I passed everything, which means I've officialy graduated from highschool. YES! And next year I'm going into an art program at Beal(highschool). I hope it's worth my time. At least it will improve my portfolio and give me some experience.

Jesse and I had a mutual breakup, it hasn't felt like we've been dating for months now. It was just time to move on. We're still friends though. Hopefully he'll find himself a great girlfriend in the near future. I'm sure he will.

I'm currently dating one of my best friends, Jay. We've been attracted to eachother since the 10th grade. So we're giving dating a shot, taking everything slow. He's been there for me through everything. He means alot to me.

Some friends and I were hanging out, and we found a box that held some of our memories from public school. SO FUNNY!! We're planning on creating a new 'TGPoss3'. With new members. Funny shit. So this shoul be interesting. Looking back, I really wish I wasn't so shy and FAT! Damn. Ah well. I'm so glad things have improved. I've kept some amazing friends from public school, as well as made some unforgetable ones.

A guy from my school recently died of natural causes in his sleep. His name is Jordan Timpany. We were in the same grade and we had talked on a few occasions, but didn't really become friends. I wish we had though. I feel aweful. Since before prom, I knew someone would die. I knew it. I didn't go the meeting at school, the visitation or the funeral. I couldn't handle it. A girl from public school died when I was in grade 10. Sucked major balls. I had a love/hate relationship with her. She was so funny and always wore a smile and made you laugh, but she could be really mean too. I'll still never forget her. Funeral really suck. I guess it's best just be on good terms with everyone.

Summer so far has been pretty awesome. Hanging out with friends almost every day. Swimming, drinking, camping, bonfires, and being around some of the most amazing people. I hope it continues on like this...

I think this journal of rambeling has been long enough.
bye bye for now. - Seanie